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Name: Maika
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Birthday: 5/23/1981
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Currently Reading
The Zahir : A Novel of Obsession
By Paulo Coelho
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i read this paragraph from the book ~The Zahir~ by Paulo Coelho and i thought it would be nice to share it with everybody (",)

That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability, or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are.


Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Currently Watching
If Only [ NON-USA FORMAT, PAL, Reg.2 Import - Netherlands ]
By Jennifer Love Hewitt, Paul Nicholls, Tom Wilkinson
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I've been here in cebu for a week now... and yeah... really depressing... AND I MEAN REALLY DEPRESSING. especially when you're used to being with people for the longest time.  


Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Depressing, yes it is.  I wonder how can I motivate myself when there are a lot of things going on?

I know I gotta do something about it. And I gotta do something real soon!


Wednesday, March 23, 2005

I’M NOT HER...

How can you expect me,
To be the things you see in her?
We're two different people,
So what are you even trying for?

I'm not the one that puts up a front,
I'm not filled with the lies.
There's no need for me to play around,
Absolutely no need for me to hide.

Why are you hinting around,
By saying this and that?
You might as well ask me to fake it,
Go ahead and ask me to wear her mask.

I'm a real person,
Not one that has to please.
So don't try to make me your slave,
No way I'll get on my knees.

I'm smarter than that,
And much stronger too.
I'll never be like her,
Just to satisfy you.


Saturday, March 19, 2005

Currently Playing
Destiny Fulfilled
By Destiny's Child
Bad Habit
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I CAN’T LET HIM GO

I looked at him for the first time, and not noticing I would fall in love with him I looked away.
I now sit at home only thinking about him.
Why is it that I can't let him go?
I know realize he is never coming back, and begin to cry.
He was my first at so many things.
But the one thing I will always remember, is
that he was my "True Love."
I did things not thinking of the outcome, and now I am left home all alone.
I just can't let him go.
Why is it that he can act like nothing is wrong, and say "I Love You?"
Does it even mean anything?
If he read this, would he show this to all of his friends?
I just don't know anymore!
All I know is that I love a guy.
And for that reason…
"I Can't Let Him Go"

 

 

LETTING GO...

 

You always said how much you loved me
And I was so stupid to believe in you
Coz you broke my heart so many times
with all the pain that you put me through

Sometimes I would want you to be near
Those were the times you were never there
I never really expected too much from you
I just wanted a bit of tender love and care

I was told by so many of my friends
They had seen you with someone else
I thought they just wanted us apart
I told my self they probably jealous

Once you left me for another girl
She lured you in with all her charms
I waited for you to see the mistake
And I welcomed you back with open arms

I saw you flirting with one other girl
You dEnied that it could ever be true
I gave you the benefit of the doubt
Coz I was so tired of not trusting you
 
You told me how much you missed me
You said you realized you love me more
You said you only want to be with me
But I have herd all that bullshit before

You thought I could never let you go
But now you have no control over me
I’ve opened the lock around my heart
Let all my old feelings for you go free

The reason I kept going after you
Was coz you made me feel so alive
And with out you as my boyfriend
I never thought I could ever survive

Now I’m doing so well with out you
I am so glad that I chose not to stay
And now there’s sadness in your eyes
Because I was the one that got away..

 

 i have two contradicting poems here.. I find that weird.. Feeling all these in just one day.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



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