i read this paragraph from the book ~The Zahir~ by Paulo Coelho and i thought it would be nice to share it with everybody (",)
That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability, or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are.
I've been here in cebu for a week now... and yeah... really depressing... AND I MEAN REALLY DEPRESSING. especially when you're used to being with people for the longest time.
I looked at him for the first time, and not noticing I would fall in love with him I looked away. I now sit at home only thinking about him. Why is it that I can't let him go? I know realize he is never coming back, and begin to cry. He was my first at so many things. But the one thing I will always remember, is that he was my "True Love." I did things not thinking of the outcome, and now I am left home all alone. I just can't let him go. Why is it that he can act like nothing is wrong, and say "I Love You?" Does it even mean anything? If he read this, would he show this to all of his friends? I just don't know anymore! All I know is that I love a guy. And for that reason… "I Can't Let Him Go"
LETTING GO...
You always said how much you loved me And I was so stupid to believe in you Coz you broke my heart so many times with all the pain that you put me through
Sometimes I would want you to be near Those were the times you were never there I never really expected too much from you I just wanted a bit of tender love and care
I was told by so many of my friends They had seen you with someone else I thought they just wanted us apart I told my self they probably jealous
Once you left me for another girl She lured you in with all her charms I waited for you to see the mistake And I welcomed you back with open arms
I saw you flirting with one other girl You dEnied that it could ever be true I gave you the benefit of the doubt Coz I was so tired of not trusting you You told me how much you missed me You said you realized you love me more You said you only want to be with me But I have herd all that bullshit before
You thought I could never let you go But now you have no control over me I’ve opened the lock around my heart Let all my old feelings for you go free
The reason I kept going after you Was coz you made me feel so alive And with out you as my boyfriend I never thought I could ever survive
Now I’m doing so well with out you I am so glad that I chose not to stay And now there’s sadness in your eyes Because I was the one that got away..
i have two contradicting poems here.. I find that weird.. Feeling all these in just one day.